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Cancer is a word, not a sentence.

who could say it best than the survivors themselves?

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“One of the things that they had told me here is that where there’s life, there’s hope—and it’s so true.”

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“Going through such a terrible experience makes me think one’s fate is destined. Of course, I hope to live longer. While taking medications, I no longer feel anxious but more eager to face new challenges and new things. No one should demand too much of himself, however. So I simply relax, keep optimistic and I believe I will be strong enough to fight against disease.”

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“I have made up my mind to be with my wife and children for as long as I can and I won’t deprive my family of my love and services so early. I will value every day of my life “

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“My words of encouragement for you and your loved ones are simple: “To be a fighter means to never give up.” I’ve been fortunate to overcome two life-threatening experiences. In 1984, I survived a motorcycle accident that left me paralyzed from my chest down. Twenty-two years later, I developed stage II colon cancer. I gained assurance from not only the caregivers, but the patients as well. We were able to trade stories, laugh with each other and occasionally shed a tear or two together. We were never alone in our struggle as long as we had each other. We shared a common enemy—cancer. We also shared a common goal—hope.”

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“One of the things I remember is that survivor’s tree in the (hospital) lobby with the gold leaves bearing the names of survivors. I feel confident that I will add my name to that tree: Tom James – a survivor. Friends and other family members have asked me, “Why did you travel so far away from home?” My answer to them, “How far would you go to save your life?”

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“Cancer is a “big disease,” but I have learned that God, family, prayer and compassionate health care are so much bigger! I thank Christ and the caring team for my life. I have never prayed so hard in my whole life, nor had I ever trusted a team of health care providers with my life. Cancer is a journey that often begins in darkness and fear. The fear you might die, the fear of treatment, the pain and grief experienced by your loved ones, and knowing you cannot fix their fear or pain.”

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need i say more? and as part of my support, i’d like to share and keep this as part of my upcoming site, courtesy of  thecancercrusade.com

The Survivor Movie

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In line with this, I am asking you again to spare a little time to write something about cancer or anything that can uplift the morale of the patients. You can write an essay, a letter, a poem, a song… you can take a picture and post it as an inspiration for them. you can write them a prayer, you can draw… it’s all up to you.

- ifoundme

up close and personal

naks, ang epal ng title lols.

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if I could do something for you, what could it be?

bring me back to 1988. let me start all over again.

are you happy on how you turned out to be?

may magagawa pa ba ko? lols. i am

…regrets?

ahmm kaya ko nga gusto magsimula ulit eh. You made me human, and as far as my human soul is concerned, i have so many, share? lols

what happened?

shooot nagloko blog ko, game anu ulet un?

i said how do you see your future?

it’s not clear. it’s pantene.

is life so far so good?

fo far so confusing, it’s good coz it feels so human, minsan lang to lols baka sa susunod gawin mo na kong ipis na isang hampas lang dedo na, o kaya gold fish na may 3 second memory span. teka parang type ko ung ipis, walang nerves

what’s that smell?

di ako un noh

have you thought of things like u wish u didnt exist after all?

yes. but the thought has gone, thanks for introducing me pain and love at the same time, happiness and fear, saka yung amoy ng medyas na maalimuong.

want to ask me something?

why dont you consider my opinions? like show up to me and the rest of this foolish humanity and say ‘hi human, i’m here, and i can hear you’. or like just make us perfect and take back free will? okay joke lang. i’d rather ask why you’re asking me, para close tayo lols.

do you blame Me for all those misfortunes?

i think i did those. free will remember? lols apir.

Ms. Misunderstood

once upon a time, meron akong video blog: Dream-Candy.com. and once upon a time i was a friendster layout designer, i was Lovely-LH, so when i bought that domain that carries my former nick, i turned over DC to my sister, Happi (she then on turned the site into a fster resource site) . ako si Labli, sya si Happi. hodivah cool lols.

she’s often misjudged as mataray, suplada, maldita etc etc.

misunderstood.

mula ng magkahiwa-hiwalay kaming magkakapatid, naging close kami sa isa’t isa. ironic isnt it? in fact, my sister is sweet, caring and thoughtful. it’s just the verity that she have a sensitive heart. many don’t know the beauty inside her. napakadaming judgemental sa mundo, parang gremlins .  kaya ako hindi nagpapadala sa first impression, it doesnt last for mumu, except of course kung yun ang una at huling pagkikita nyo lols. it’s more like the saying dont judge the book by its cover. ang kapatid ko kasi na to, you wont actually know her if you wouldnt insist of knowing her. parang dragon seed, balatan mo muna maybe she hides so many good things that she have to zip it all up lols. no srsly, mahal ko tong kapatid ko na to because she has so much to give back.

i miss her. i miss bro. i miss balut.

bat ko to ni-blog? bakit ba? punks nga eh

depression/stress/fears attaaack!

what do you do when they come all at once?

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shopping? – sabi ni Kat she shops. sana sanay din ako magshopping magisa. ang problema kasi saken andali ko ma bore  pag wala ako makausap kundi mga kaluluwang ligaw (oh wag kang patola, joke lang yan.)

movie marathon? – pwes ubos na lahat ng pirated dvd’s na binili ko dun sa chinese na nagbebenta sa office namen na hindi magkanda-ugaga sa pagsasabi ng

” yuwanta dividi? dividi?”.

humaygad.

stroll around the park/mall/museum/sementeryo/foodcourt/toilet/incubator atbp? – masarap sanang mamasyal kaso wala ako ganong kakilala dito sa ae. tapos yung mga nice places malalayo pa sa location ko. sa madaling salita pinagkaitan ako ng tadhana at wala akong kaibigan kundi ang konsensya ko na laging wala kasi nagpapart time job. i feel like .

how about browsing the net? -   sa araw araw na ginawa ng Dios ito na lang lagi ang first and last choice ko sa buhay. shoot me. naw na!

sana makahanap na ko ng bagong trabaho bukod sa pagiging opis staff ng napakaswerteng real estate na to. at sa part time kong tagapagligtas ng naaapi. oh kaya naman sana bigyan ako ng mejo challenging na work para hindi ko kailangang humikab 1000 times a day, masakit na sa panga ah! sumosobra na sila

kailangan ko pa bang ituloy ang buhay kong ito oh kailangan kong pagisipan kung bakit hindi onety one ang basa sa number 11.?  please helf.

year ender*totoo na to pramis*

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nagpa cleaning ako kanina ng ngipin. iniimagine ko na lang na nahahati unti unti yung katawan nung asistant nung dentista habang binubuhusan ng toyo mansi. punong puno na ng laway yung mukha ko ndi man lang punasan! haler! parang may fountain of life ng laway sa bibig ko eh andun lang xa sa tabi.  ~~ sabi ni doc gargol daw ~~ grlllllblugrhhh ~~ ow em gee. blooodah! bloodah! ~~ masyado daw tender ang gums ko kaya daw dumugo at 1 month ako magdudusa sa gumtec. yey.

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nakita ko uli yung nagiisang baby pic ko ayun oh >>>

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happy new year senyong lahat this  had been a fruitful year for me, i’ve suceeded on a looooot of things pero xempre may mga failures din.

* i got promoted sa trabaho

*narealize ko na marami pa pala ko natitirang abilities bukod sa pagdila ko sa siko ko

* i got a new cool phone

* napatunayan ko sa sarili ko na kaya kong magmahal, magpatawad, humingi ng tawad, humingi ng pera, magparaya, mag tumbling, magpamigay, mambugaw ng langaw, mang deadma, atbpcdefg.

* nabawi ko na’ng sarili ko kay kuki manster, at masayang masaya ko kahit maraming nawalang tao sa buhay ko na ndi naman dapat mangyari, pero ika nga – u lose some u gain some – ok na yun quits lang

* hindi dahil singgol ka magmumukmok ka na lang sa tabi. marami palang tao at tapat na kaibigan sa tabi-tabi na dati ndi ko napapansin dahil sa mga pader na naglalayo saken sa kanila. lalim no? di  ko din na gets eh

* napaka importante saken ng pamilya

* nagka scar ako sa siko dahil na out balanced ako sa motor

* 169 pa rin ang height ko at hindi nako lalaki pang muli

* dahil sa mga nilalang na tinatawag kong kaibigan, natuto kong ngumiti sa gitna ng heart aches, emotional breakdowns and in the midst of struggles.

* mahirap palang bigkasin yung “midst” at mula ngayon kinamumuhian ko kung sino man nagimbento ng salitang yan. isama mo na yung “lisp”

* nawawalan na ko ng gana mag blog

* God loves me more than i do, i consider that positive, tao lang naman tayo eh, ikaw kaya mo bang sabihin namas mahal mo ang dios kesa sa pagmamahal nia sayo? oo? kfine. wag ka na.

* i still love my old church,  no doubt about that.

* hindi na ko tuod

* mumu pa din ako

*gutom na ko at ayoko na mag type

* wala ng susunod pa dito.

blog update?

sori wala ako nyan. ZZZZZZzzzzzzz

hindi ito article tungkol sa pasko

pero xempre joke lang ung taytol, magpapasko eh, what do u expect? edi xmas article. nanunuod ako kanina nung Ms. Fitrum wala na kasing choice panuorin sa TFC, ang gaganda nila saka ang sesexy, kaso parang mga lasing sumagot, o kaya parang may subong pandesal, yung iba naman parang,   — ayoko na nga mabait ako eh, LOL. pero napapaisip ako kung nakakabobo ba ang fitrum.

beauty and brains. hindi ba talaga pwedeng maghalo yung dalawa? pano naman si santa? hindi kaya sya isang magnanakaw lang na lasing at nahulog sa chimney tapos may nakakita sa kanyang bata, at dahil pasko lahat ng ninakaw niang nakalagay sa sako eh napagkamalang regalo? ayan related na sa xmas. MERRY CHRISTMAS!

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under renovation ung mumusakanto.com.. u wait k?tnx lol

I Blog for a Reason

I blog for a reason. I blog to express. I am here at wordpress not to enlarge beyond bounds or the truth, but to say what is what, who is who and how is how on my own words and my own style. Hindi ako nagbblog para magpa impress ng kung sino kundi para malaman ng ilang kung sino ako at para magsabi ng opinyon, makakatulong oh hinde, blog ko to eh.
i blog for the others to see the inner me. Blog helps me to say i love my parents. Blog helps me to express how i value my siblings and how im loving myself too. I don’t blog for applause, i blog to have fun, i blog for the hearts. i dont blog abt other ppl’s beauty, this is my little space sa world wide web. naniniwala ako na lahat tayo capable to express ourselves in any way and this had been my port, this is my chance and this had been me.

Salamat sa mga nakakappreciate ng articles ko, hindi ako hiatus mode ek ek ha? naglaan lang ako ng space para magpasalamat sa mga nagbabasa saka sa mga nagiiwan ng bakas.